Feeling Better:)

Well, I've started a new med, and I have to say, I'm feeling less anxiety/panic attacks so far. I have to titrate, or gradually build up the levels in my blood. I'm up to two little pills a day tomorrow. The only downside so far is occasional dizzyness, which I'm thinking should go away SOON (please!).

I started to work out again today. Fresh start. I was soooo not excited to do this, so I figured I'd jump on the treadmill and go as far as I felt necessary. I did 20 minutes. Certainly not my best effort of all time, but it's a start, and that's what I need right now. I'm hoping once I get going, it'll all snowball in a good direction, unlike the last few weeks snowball in the bad/scary direction.

Mother's Day was awesome! I love Mother's Day better than my birthday, but not as much as Christmas. I love the little handmade cards and art, and that they get so excited to appreciate me for just one day. It's too cute, and I'll miss it when they get bigger. I guess not miss it, it will just be different.

Well, that's my update. I'm grateful for every positive thought sent my way during this extremely difficult time, and I am slowly on my way back.